Octobers...

October... I hate this month...yes i know it sounds irrational... But I just do.. The weather is awful, all hot and sticky, don't feel like doing a thing. Besides she left me in October 2002. Well not just me, everyone, this planet... It would have been ok if she had left completly but she didn't... a part of her still exists in my memories and heart... In some ways she took a part of me with her.. I think of her a lot in October.. Lot more than I do in other months.. But what sucks is that in other months I remember the good times.. In October I just remember the end.. I miss her terribly